Long Hard Road

Why would people cheat out in public... like, blatantly cheat, if they know that other will catch them. I have been part of that, when i was someone elses "mistress", but looking back on it, and see on t.v. people doing it, you wonder why? Is it that you truly want to get caught somewhere deep down in your heart? Or is it that you think you are so good at what you do that even if you are cheating in the most obvious of places you want get caught? Or better yet, is it the that part of us that don't really care if we are caught or not, we will do as we please.... Just something to think about.

Why woul people cheat out in public... like, blatantly cheat, if they know that other will catch them. I have been part of that, when i was someone elses "mistress", but looking back on it, and see on t.v. people doing it, you wonder why? Is it that you truly want to get caught somewhere deep down in your heart? Or is it that you think you are so good at what you do that even if you are cheating in the most obvious of places you want get caught? Or better yet, is it the that part of us that don't really care if we are caught or not, we will do as we please.... Just something to think about.

Well, Wednesday is coming up soon and i hope i get my money then... this whole not getting paid thing has pissed me off beyond reason, but, hey, guess there is nothing i can do except wait it out. But, god damn, i'm getting really tired of waiting.

I just finished watching Crash... i had never seent the movie before and now i see why it was winning awards. It was an amazing movie. I cried so many times and so hard... i have never been touched so closely by a movie. It was awesome.

Not much has really been going on... just sitting at home.

I started taking new diet pills today... i mean, well, i had tooken them before, but i was finding it hard to stay on them because they are stimulants, and being a recovering drug addict, well, they just weren't sitting well... but i had to do something. Summer is coming up and i look like a pig... i mean really, i haven't been this big since after the baby and i can't do it anymore. When you can't look in the mirror anymore and convince yourself your not fat then it is time you do something. Anyway, so i started taking them and oh my god, i felt like shit when the kicked in, but i know the side effects will eventually go away after continued use. And if i eat right it will be okay. My goal is to lose enough wait so that i don't look like a cow when my Granny comes. I want her to think i look good, not fat. But, i want to look healthy as well, just not "healthy" ;)! I think that if i keep up with these i can get down to the weight i need. I'm sure when that happens i will look good.

I got another oppurtunity to work in front of the camera. Some modeling agency asked me to do a hardcore BDSM shoot with them, and that should be fun. I don't know what the shoot will entell, if indeed it comes to pass, but whatever does become of it i will continue to post about it. I hope it all pans out and that i can work for them. They look like a good company and i would love to have some "glamour" shots under my belt. There is no way it is gonna be as "hardcore" as WP, but oh well... something different will be nice. At the very least just to see what a professional make-up artist can do with my face will be worth it. I can't wait for that... but i don't want to count my chickens before they hatch.

We are supposed to get our puppy next week... if we have enough money. It's been a tough time this last month and wont be looking up for us until the 6th of May... but, come then everything should have fixed itself and everything will be fine after that. And with not having been paid for my last job, well, i'm just not a happy camper... no one in this world works for free, why should i have been thought, too... i'm bitter about it... Well, come Wednesday we will see what happens. I'm keeping my fingers crossed... tight.

Well, i guess there is nothing new to report... oh, I just finsihed "Wicked", was a very great book... Starting the "Da Vinci Code" next... Should be fun.

later!

So, we are getting a new pu at the end of the month... a shih-zu, and it's really Paris's sister (from the same dog's she was breed from, just a different breed), and Master and i agreed upon a name for her... she will be called Peaches! Paris and Peaches...we think that sounds good... our princesses!
Good news, the vet said Paris was awake from her surgery and she was even wagging her tail when we last spoke to them. This is great news... can't wait until we get our baby back tomorrow. I never realized how much of a compainion she was until i was alone in the house today. She may not speak, but damn, she really has been the greatest company, because without her today i was beyond lonely... it was awful. The house just seems so lonely without her, even with Master home. It's just like something is missing... not a pleasent feeling... We should have her back tomorrow though, so things will be wonderful once again!

Anyways...
This morning Paris went to get fixed... her surger is probably being done now as we speak (12:40 p.m.) I'm so nervous and i am very well hoping that things will be okay. I think they will, be i guess i wont know until Master calls me back and lets me know for sure. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
Other than that, nothing much has been going on. Tuesday we went to see Rob Zombie (i'm not sure if i already mentioned this?) Opening was Bullet for my Valentine... they sucked. 2nd opening act was Lacuna Coil and they were good, but i really like them, so that might have just been my opinion. As for Rob Zombie, omg, the show was fucking awesome!!! He had a big screen up behind the band showing video seqences for each song, and they had a giant robotic (not really) zombie come out and dance on the stage. It was so awesome. He conducted the show like it was a big top circus and had everyone there mesmerized. It was Master's first heavy metal concert and he said he really enjoyed it. That made me feel good that his first experience was a good one. Just in case there is another he agrees to take me, too.
We are going to see NIN again in June with Bauhaus and Peaches (?). I'm very excited about this one. I have seen NIN before, but i think Bauhaus should be exciting.
Oh... great news... i'm getting good on oragasm control. Last night Master gave me 5 minutes to cum in while he was sexual stimulation where i asked him to. I didn't think i was gonna be able to do... We got down to minute one and i heard him say that i had one minute. I thought this would be impossible, but it was like something kicked in and i actually knew it was gonna happen... and it did, right before the time was up. That was so awesome. I felt not only happy because i came, but because i had done what i was told. It was very exciting for me.
Other than that, not much to report. I'm tired and hungrary. so, i'm gonna eat, probably excercise, shower and then probably play Xbox 360. Fun, fun...
ta-ta for now

It's been forever and a day since i updated this thing... i figured it was time to do so.
Nothing new has really went on. A couple of weeks ago we did go to Montreal on vacation and had a blast. I got drunk every night that we were there... crazy drunk... and we had lots of sex.. te he... So, basically i can say that we had a very eventfull and fun trip. Master also took me to his hometown on the way home so that i could see where he spent the earlier part of his childhood at. Oh, and we were downtown Montreal during the St. Patrick's day parade which was fun and neat. In the middle we left though because out of no where there was this freak snow storm and it was way to fucking cold to stay outside. But, what i did see of it was awesome... and later on that night i celebrated my Irish heritage the right way, by drinking my ass off!!! I got totally wasted... had lots of fun.
Master had 2 weeks of work off after that and that was nice... we both enjoyed the time together and he deserved the break in between jobs. Now he's back to work, which is good.
Oh, we are getting a new puppy in a few weeks... We figured Paris needed a sister. Paris is going to get fixed on Monday, i hope she will be okay after the surgery... i mean, i'm sure she will, but you never know with those things, right?
Oh, and one of the most important things would be that i got to work with Ms. Claire Adams last Saturday. I had the greatest time and she was so awesome. I really enjoyed working with her. She worked me over hard on screen and off screen she was such a pleasent person. When you meet someone who is so distinguished and well-known in the industry, you kinda expect them to be cocky or you just don't know how they will act... well, she was wonderful. Not once did she look down on me for not being in the same league as her or not being the normal picture perfect models (the thin, hot chicks). I thought that was awesome... but not only that, she was so much more than that. She was so sweet as well.. i mean VERY sweet.
going for now... more later

I'm remebering a time not to far in the past, but something i have been trying to block out for a while... The pickings on the floor, the long winded inhales and the bell ringing sounds in my head. Here lately i've been finding these doors in my mind open and out seeps the toxic memories of a time i wish to forget. I can see it now in a different way... like a movie played out before my eyes... in a distant view from another persons eyes.
I see a person the looks like me sucking on a "glass dick" while the crystals inside it pop and sizzle... and then, the eyes roll back and there is silence, nothing... and all of a sudden a loud ringing goes off in my head, echoing out from within... The night ends at 3 a.m. and there is nothing left on the table... you scrap and scrap but you find nothing but dusk and crackers... a tiny bit maybe, but not enough for that thing your looking for... So the search continues to the floor, there has to be something there, you know you dropped something (even though an hour ago you were taking special precaution not to drop even a single white crumb). The search goes on for what seems like forever, you pick and pick at the tiniest things. Out comes the lighter, you burn every thing you pick up in hopes that it will melt, but it doesn't, so you throw it back on the floor, just to find it 5 minutes later and pick up and do the same thing all over again... For hours this goes on... You keep telling yourself to stop... you look an ape, maybe even a physco, but your search continues on because you know there HAS TO BE SOMETHING THERE!!! You wish you had dropped something just so that now you could find it, but you haven't and, well, that just sucks... You finally convince yourself the night is over and its time to give in. You go to bed, where you continue to think about it... wishing there was more... how can i get money to get more, what can i do to get more, i NEED IT!!! Maybe tomorrow.. you look at the clock, it's 5 a.m., soon the sun will be rising and it will be a new day. You hate to see the sun rise because it reminds you that you have been at the shit for a full day, from sun up to sun down and if you hadn't smoked the last of the stash you would still be drowning yourself in puffs of heavy white plastic smelling smoke. You close your eyes and the circles are there... you know the ones, the ones you can't get away from. They haunt you, reminding you that there is no sleep for you in the near future, because you will chase those pulsing circles all night just like you were chasing that first hit a few hours ago. And there it is, you think about the "hard" stuff again, and you NEED IT!!! You NEED IT!!! Who can you call??? Are you sure there is none on the floor??? No, you've tried that...

Hours after you have been lying in bed tossing and turning and scratching and thinking with no sleep in sight, you finally fall into a light sleep, but it's a sleep none the less. You don't dream, but you know your asleep because that empty feeling isn't there anymore. You awaken a few hours later to a knock on the door, it's the Dope man again and time to start the day anew, you don't have any money, but that's okay, your like his "little sister" and he'll give you some anyways as long as he can "use" your apartment. Here it is, that thing you have been waiting for, that light at the end of the tunnel, the answer to all your prayers. You take a deep inhale, filling your lungs to the max, never wanting to let that precious stuff out... and once you do, it hits you like a sledge-hammer to the middle of your forehead... And, your hooked again. No food, no shower, no leaving the house. Just ciggerates and pennies and screwdrivers and water and brillo pads and a little silver hollow tub named "Bertha" and a wet wash cloth. Your doomed, but that's okay, because the high is good... just wait until 3 a.m., when you are crawling along the floor again searching for something that isn't there... but that's okay, right now, i have what i "NEED" and i'm gonna smoke it like there is no tommorow... Watch out as you don't drop any on the floor....


(Taken from deep down in the depths of my brain).

Okay... so i was summing up my weekend when i got too tired to go on earlier this morning. So, here...

Saturday after shopping i went to gt my nails filled in and my eyebrows waxed. After that, Master and I went to Mr.Sub and got dinner... we ate early. Then we came home... By this time i was SO tired because we had been up since early that morning. I went to lay down for a bit and asked Master if He would get me up at 7 so i could get ready to leave (we were going to see king king because we still hadn't gotten around to it)... but, He went downstairs and feel asleep watching hockey, and by the time i got back up, it was too late to go see the movie, so we missed it yet once again. So we watched movies instead.

Sunday Larry came over and Master and he practiced music for a while. Then we all played Scene It Movie. Master won... Then we ordered pizza from Pizza Pizza (the new deep dish with New York style pepperoni.. mmm...) and then we shot a commercial... Yes, a commercial, but nevermind that.

After he left, we went to take Paris for a walk. Because it was SO cold, we turned around about 1/2 way through the walk. When we got home, we sat here for about 30 minutes and then left for the movie... Along the way we got me an ice cappacino from Tim Hortans (Curtis, you're right, i can't live without them!). Then, we made it to the movie... And, we sat there and watched it finally... IT WAS SO AWESOME!!! It was a very good movie.

We didn't get home until late, and Monday morning Master got up late and then when he did leave for work, he got stuck in traffic, so he came home and missed work for the day. We didn't do much, but it was nice to be with him for the day. We did go grocery shooping that night, because.. well, we were really running out of food.

Yesterday Master went to work and i had a normal weekday. After he came home we watched a few episodes of "soap" and then watched Taxi Driver... neither of us had ever seen it... It was alright, but not anything spectacular like we were expecting.

I've started reading a book... Wicked... it's really good. It's about Oz in the eyes of the Wicked Witch of the West. It's awesome so far, a real page turner. Master keeps me with books because He thinks it's a good past-time for me.

Tonight is "Lost"... i can't wait... but, until then, i have nothing else to report.

Tata for now

This weekend was fun... yep, i know, it's 3 days over, but i forgot to update this in that time, so it's time to do so.
Friday, hummm... What did we do Friday??? Oh yeah, after Master got home from work on Friday we went shopping. We had full intentions on going to find shoes for me, but with no luck. I did run into a store and buy a shirt. There was this extremely hot female cashier there...
Afterwards, well, i'll be completely honest, i don't remember what we did.

Saturday we went to Big Al's and got fish. When i first got here, i had no liking for fish at all... but once i got the snail, i become very excited about the fish tank. So we went and got a parrot fish or some shit... i don't know what it is called... but, he is really pretty, he adds a lot of color to the tank. But, he is rather aggressive and has been ramming into the id sharks. We may have to remove him from this tank and buy another small to put him in. He needs to be isolated i do believe. He's so pretty, but quite the asshole. We also got an angel fish, he's black and white... very pretty. And we got a betta. He's purple and his fins fade into a reddish orange color. He's pretty as well. I very much like fish now.
After Big Al's we came back home for a bit, and then about an hour later, went to the Maple View mall and looked for shoes. I only had about 1/2 hour to look because i had an eye appointment, which was inside the mall. So, i went to that. They told me what i knew all along... i'm nearsighted and needed glasses to see at a distance. That took about an hour and once that was done, Master let me look in the mall again before my nail appointment. I looked and looked and it seemed like i was going to unsuccessful about finding shoes once again. I seen this one store, called D-Tox... it was new so i thought i would venture in to see what i could see... and omg, what i saw was awesome. I was starting to wonder if i was going to find a store that would tickle my fancy in this country... i mean, like a "chain". This one was it. I found the little pleated school girl skirt and i had to have it... and a Clash shirt that Master recommended me get and... lo and behold, a pair of shoes. They are a pair of Doc Martins. I like them, but iu'm still breaking them in and are getting blisters on the back of my feet. That's the only thing i hate about new shoes.
I'll write more later and finish up my sumation of the weekend, but right now i'm tired and am going back to bed.

I don't know why i call them long days exactly, because, well, i sleep until 12 everyday, so, from 12 on is all my day really consists of... But, do keep in mind that it is 1 a.m. now of a new day.

Oh well...

So, Master bought me a new keyboard tonight. It's a gaming keyboard, but sadly it doesn't work with the one main game i was hoping it to work for. (I've been playing F.E.A.R alot and i was looking forward to using it for that) But, it is nice... very nice... I finally figured out how to program the macros (after getting SO stressed out i actually cried). It's a lot easier than it seems but with computer lingo, well, they make it sound way harder than it really is. But, i finally got it. The thing with F.E.A.R is that it doesn't use a lot of keys on one main function, so to program those would be difficult and honestly serve no purpose as it is just as easy to use the already assigned keys. I'm sure a game will come about that i actually play that the keyboard will serve a function for though.

We did do a bit of shopping tonight... I still can't manage to find a pair of shoes to sut me but Master plans to take me out again and what seems to be a neverending search for shoes. I'm not into the "latest fashions"... i just want a pair of casual boots that will look good with either khackis or blue jeans... is that too much to ask??? I'm not very in touch with my feminine side, what can i say... I don't like high heels or those cute (NOT!) little boots that i see chicks wear over their jeans. I just want a pair of shoes to suit me... PLEASE!!!

I did get a shirt tonight though... It's cool... Not like i need anymore shirts... lol... i could start my own shirt shop. Actually, i honestly don't have that much clothes... i do have a whole hell of a lot more clothes than what i came here with, that is for sure.

This keyboard feels so wierd under my fingers... it's so much bigger than my last one, but the letter keys are closer. I do like it a lot more though. Not just for the gaming purpose either, but my hands just seem to flow alot better with this keyboard. I'm actually not having such a hard time searching for keys either... I mean, i never hunt and peck, i can type with no problem, but my keyboarding skills aren't really what i wish them to be. But, with the keys not being so high and they are closer together, it makes things a lot easier on me. I like it a whole lot.

I watched "Just Like Heaven" tonight. It was actually a cute movie. I wasn't to interested in seeing it, but Master said we had to watch it, but i managed to get into it.

We also bought a butt load of movies tonight. Oh, rather, i did. I bought Pulp Fiction, The Virgin Suicides, Clue (Master bought that one for himself), Almost Famous, Edward Scissorhands, and Taxi Driver. I haven't seen all of Pulp Fiction or Edward Scissorhands. I have seen the Virgin Suicides and Almost Famous and both are 2 of my favorites. I have not seen either Clue nor Taxi Driver. I really want to watch Taxi Driver, but since Master has never seen it either, then i would like to wait and watch it with him. I enjoy so much watching movies with him.

I have an eye appointment tomorrow afternoon. They are gonna tell me what i already know, that i can't see worth a dog shit. I'm blind as a fucking bat... I need glasses really bad... I'm not sure whether i am getting glasses though or contacts. It depends whether or not Master likes the way i look in glasses. If not, then it's contacts... Then, at 3:30 i have an appointment to get my nails filled in and eyebrows waxed ( i like to keep myself maintained). Then, later on in the night, Master and i are going out to Boston Pizza and then to watch King Kong. We have been putting off going to see this movie for a while. We have been "going to see it" every weekend, but still haven't made it there. I hope we manage to do it tomorrow. We both think the movie will look so much better on the big screen, so that's the reason why we are going to see it in the theaters. And, well, i'm sure no explaination is needed to why it is we are going to Boston Pizza.

So, i think i am gonna go play my DS for a bit and then go to bed before long because i have a busy day a head of me, and i know it's gonna start early because Master always seems unable to sleep in on weekends, so i end up getting up right after him at aroung 8 in the morning.

One more thing.... My keyboard is so cool... lol.. I know i have said that a million times, but i forgot to mention that the reason i love it the most is that all the keys are backlit in blue. It's awesome... and it makes for easy key finding in the dark on that occasion that i find myself looking down. I am getting better though.

later

I had a very exciting day yesterday... I did my wp shoot, which filled my whole day, but it was awesome... It was the best shoot i do believe i've done... and i got throught the electro!!! And, i liked it... hahaha... that's the great part (do keep in mind, all settings were on low... i'm not ready for a big fucking jolt). It was awesome... and i even made it through the scene with the hood, for the whole 5 minutes that was requested of me (although i will admit i did totally freak out while i was on the inside of it, i even started to cry, it was fuckin' scary for me). I also nearly fainted on the way to the table (i had to crawl while severely restraint) and we had to stop a scene. It was because i hadn't ate much before i came and my blood sugar was low... i was basically asking for it... but oh well, nothing i can do about it now except for learn from my mistakes and never do it again. I just hate eating before a scene because i'm worried about looking fat... So, i will definately be working on toning myself up before the next shoot...none of this working out just a few days before the shoot... it's time to get in shape. I can't have the whole world seeing me as large as a cow... fuck that noise. I do say the crucifixtion was my all time fav yesterday... it was so fun and scary and all of those things... anyways... i LOVED it... The pics look hot ,too (at least the ones i have seen so far).

Today we went to the mall (Master and I). We had full intentions to stop, but fate had other plans. I had been bitching about a hair cut for a while (my ends were dead as shit) and low and behold, so greater power heard my cries and knew that i was entirely too cheap to pay for one myself (hehehe), so they sent me someone who would be willing to cut my hair for free. I seen this really cute chinese girl in the mall, and i had just whispered to Master something about her being cute as i passed ( i swear to this story by the way) and as we walked past a bit, she caught up with us and asked if i was interested in a free hair cut. I was like, wtf (but i didn't say it out loud) and then she went on to explain that she was taking a class in one of the salons in the mall and she was looking for someone with my kind of hair who needed a trim and who normally keeps their hair in a bob and was wondering if i could be her model. At first, i was thinking, oh no, this chick has no idea what she is doing and is gonna wreck my hair. And then, i said, oh what the hell, it's just hair, it will grow back if she screws it up, and i can always wear a hat until then. Later i find out she has been doing hair for 3 years, she was just learning how to texture bobs from a 30 year professional. So, to make a long story short... She did an awesome fucking job... I have never ( and i mean this when i say it), never in my whole entire life walked out of a salon and been completely happy with having just cut my hair. I'm always critical afterwards and feel like there was at least something, no matter how small it is, but just something that someone had just done wrong to my hair. Whether it's too short here, or not enough tooken off there... but this time, i had not one bad word to say... not one... This was the most amazing hair cut i had ever recieved... and for free. And, even more great, the girl liked me... she gave me her number and told me to call her sometime to go out and have lunch or something... I doubt i will (because i'm shy and will feel like i wouldn't know what to say to someone i really don't know on the phone... wierd, i know, but everyone has their own issues and this is just one of mine), but it was a good gesture. -Downside= I didn't have time to do any shopping by the time we were done (it took 2 hours!!!)-

After that, we went to pick up Paris from pet smart... and there, i found a lady with a pure breed shih-zu... And, for some reason, all my shyness went out of my body and i asked her if we could use him sometime to bread Paris with (i really want puppies) and she said yes... I got her number and i hope that i can do this... It would be wonderful.

Then we came home and had the rest of the day together...

I had an e-mail on my computer when i got home... and in it, i got the oppurtunity of a life-time... it's all top secret (hehehe, it's a nasa project.. NOT!) so, i can't share it here just yet, but once it happens or i get the go ahead to spill the beans, i will... but not until... I keep my promises and i promised not to tell... but, god, how this amazing news aches to come out and share... It was enough to make my hear flutter and for me to jump up and down and scream with excitemetn though... but then again, that's not saying much because, i'm easily excited.

Anyways, the point of my going through and giving play-by-plays of the day is simply this... I had a wonderful day. I have them all the time, but today was special... like the being(s) that rule the outcome of life happenings thought that it was time to give me an unbelieveable lovely day! It was definatlely worth talking about.

Master/Mistress You scored 77% Kinkiness!

Whether you are a top or bottom, you have Mastered the kink. Maybe a bit too much for most people. You know about everything I covered and much, much more. If you have a critique or would like to talk to me more about Fetish/BDSM/taboos, please feel free. Congratulations, you've peaked my interest.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 93% on Kinkiness

Link: The How Kinky Are You Really Test written by monkeyqueen9 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

table align="center" cellpadding="20"> <tbody><tr> <td align="center"> Intimate Slave
340 Submissive </td> </tr> <tr> <td> You value intimacy with your potential dominant above all other things. Your looks are incredibly important to you and you can be considered vain although you also like to help others look as good as they possibly can also. You thrive on personal attention and are incredibly proud when a master/mistress gives you a responsible job or shows trust in you. You enjoy it when you are in company so you can find an excuse to look good and show off your pretty manners.

You are not often in charge and feel more comfortable when you have a superior to refer back to. You are more comfortable as a Team Player but you probably possess good verbal skills. When you make mistakes you tend to rehash them time and time again and go over and back every step of the way to find exactly where you went wrong so as to avoid the same mistakes in future.

You would work well as a EMPLOYEE slave. You would prefer to work part time for your Master or Mistress as and when they need it, perhaps as a personal assistant or answering the phone, running errands etc. This way you are immersing yourself into your Master/Mistresses world but you have the option of having your own money to do as you like with, albeit perhaps a pittance.

You would work well as a VALET or MAID </td> </tr> <tr> <td align="center"> </td> </tr> </tbody></table>

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 52% on Submissive

Link: The Erotic Slave wannabe Test written by miss-bailey on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

I'm so sick.. i think it might just be a cold, but who knows... i got a sore throat and my nose is kinda stuffy... and my tummy hasn't been feeling the best. Sucks... i hate feeling like this. There is only one thing that is good about getting sick and that is all the wieght you lose when u find it hard to eat.

I had Quizno's for the first time last night (i'm from a very small town and we don't have Quizno's, so don't laugh) and it was the shit!!! I loved it... just one more thing discovered while in Canada even if it's not entirely Canadian... we don't have much in the little county of Nelson back home in Kentucky, what can i say!

I got a new camera yesterday... it is the shit. The lens is fucking huge and it takes awesome long distance shots. It's the best and most expensive things that i have ever bough for myself! I'm so proud. It's digital, but it looks more like a real camera... has a bit more professional feel to it. I plan on picking up a new hobby of picture taking... We will see how well i get on that... if not well, then, well, i just bought this awesome ass camera anyway and it can take awesome ass pictures anyways... lol

Okay, well, i guess that's it for now... I have tons of chores to day and today is the day to get them done, no matter how sick i am... I refuse to waste my day away at the computer when i know there is tons of stuff to be done... Computer time is supposed to be a privalige and i think i've been taking advantage of it... So, off to eat lunch and then chores...

I know the weekend ended like, um... Sunday, and it's Tuesday, but Master was sick yesterday and didn't go to work, so it kinda of makes it more like it's just the beginning of the week.
The weekend was fairly eventful... We had tons of things to do. Saturday we woke up at the ass crack of dawn, went grocery shopping and then went to a lab to have his blood drawn for testing. After that we went to Zeller's and then went home and had lunch. After lunch, we took paris out for a walk at the park down by the lake... She seemed to love it. She doesn't get out much, so it's nice for her to every now and then. We came home and slept once we were finished and when we got up did a whole bunch of nothing... then we watched 2 movies, um, no, 3. the Matador, The Bourne Identity and the Bourne Supremecy. They were good (notice we had an assassion themed night). Sunday we didn't do much either, not during the day at least. We mainly slept. then, at around 6 sunday night, we went and ate at Pizza Pizza (my favorite) and then went of to the Raptors game. It was awesome... my first prefessional basketball game... And, they won! They game went in to overtime.. it was such an exciting game... And, it was awesomely enjoyable. I got a Raptors t-sirt!!!
Yesterday, we did nothing, because Master was sick... We did watch a movie last night, Underworld Evolution... and, it wasn't that bad... it was actually quite good.
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So, i already have gotten notice that i was wanted for another shoot next weekend... if it wasn't for the Superbowl, it would have been this weekend. It awesome to be "in demand"... lol... TR says (and i noticed myself on the forums) that i have started a bit of a "fan" club. I'm glad they enjoy what i have to offer, and my intention is just to keep on giving. I did watch some of the insex stuff and i understand how some people have said we are a bit "tame", but i know that TR has the imagination to make it wonderful... i mean, he's done some pretty crazy shit to me so far and i know he has plenty in store and that we will have all kinds of fun doing it. Not to mention, he had his shoot with Claire and Angelene, once those things are posted, people will be flocking to watch...
Either way, so that means i have a shoot next Saturday and all should be enjoyable... i wonder what i'm gonna do next.. i asked for some more "extreme" bondage... i'm not exactly content with the light bondage we have been doing... but, it's not up to me...

Long night, so i thought i would waste time away taking quizes... this one was fun

Decidedly Perverted You are 27% pure!

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 2% on purity

Link: The 100 Point Sexual Purity Test written by ocicat on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Didn't realize i had done so many naughty things... lol